Saturday, January 5, 2008

being single and all that it contains.

i read somewhere that being okay with singleness is actually a sin. That satan is telling you its okay. You know...i don't know if i believe that or not.

I guess i just don't see how or why it would be a sin. As long as you aren't lustful. and you don't have sex and other things of that nature. I need to think about this a little more. I wish i was a little more biblesmart.

I guess maybe its because you could be acting on selfishness or narcissistic-ism. But what if that isn't it at all? that maybe you would be okay if you suddenly got married tomorrow. but you are alright with also staying single if that never happens for you. Or MAYBE...its because we're all supposed to have someone we marry and we're doubting God. But even if you pray about it...and oh who knows.

Because i know personally that 95% of the time i'm content with being single. and the other 5% is when it gets lonely and a little tougher to be alone. There are so many things that i have to worry about already. About what i'm sinning about. I think about it with every little thing i do. And now this is REALLY going to stress me out. Because i want to be okay with being single. mostly because i'm just tired of being lonely.

anyway.
i don't really know if this entry really made sense or not. they were mostly my messy thoughts.

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