keep in mind
i listen to only songs
that set my mind to you

keep in mind
that i dearly love you, so
you make me

don't forget
to keep in mind
that i'll never forget you

keep in mind
that when years pass
down the road
and we no longer talk

i'll always think of you, fondly.

i'm okay,
but i'm not here
i regret nothing,
but i'm sad, anyway
my life, is so incomplete.



thats the problem, its incomplete.
there's a part of me missing
i'm not longing for a man
thats too typical
and i'm not typical
i long for friends who love me
for me
i long for strong friendships
that will last
i long for a certain kind of friendship
one that i know, if something serious happened in my life
they'd be there for me
no questions asked
no ridicule
just love and understanding
IS THAT TOO MUCH TO FUCKING ASK?

i'm not getting married

i'm going to have plenty of sex

plenty of freedom

i'm never getting married

i'm never having kids

i prefer to be alone

not lonely

just....

alone

and i think that would be okay

i'm going to have so much sex

i'll probably get tired of it

but i'm always horny

and always ready

is that crass of me?

i guess it would be

but i don't care, i'm going to have sex

with different men

not women

i'm going to

i'm where the city never sleeps

the core

the heart

i'm where i hear the train

and the subway

i'm where i hear the pigeon's

as the crickets are swallowed

loudly in the morning sun

i'm where you are

lying in my bed

after a wonderful

and adventurous night

the explorations we took

spontaneous and impetuous

you kissed me hard

i sank in the pillow

in the sheets

i'm where gravity no longer existed

i'm where ecstasy took place

and you didn't stop me

i'm where, i'm so in love

i just don't care where i'm at.

this is just wonderful, i think you should come over tomorrow. i'm not really sure about today though, but the sun was shining and the rain stopped pouring. the rainbow was cleary over our heads. and the birds chirped. i wish you could have been near me, when all this wonderous captivity happened. my breathe was short and sharp. i felt the wind engulf my inners, with passion and completeness. tomorrow, my friend, we will savor the day. we will savor our time, because my friend, this is one life we have, and i'll share it with you.

you can shake my soul

no matter how many times you'd like

i'm not afraid to tell you no

i'm not afraid to look in your eyes

see my reflection

and tell you no

i will not go with you

i will stand here

i will stay rooted

i will not join you in this fantasy

you so badly want me to enter

i am grounded

my mind keeps me sane

my heart is fighting me

but i'm not telling you i love you

i refuse.