i saw alison today. i saw her when i was coming around the corner at kroger..she was coming out of an isle up a head a little bit.
i kind of did a double take. i didn't know whether we were actually going to stop and talk or not. its kind of strange because just the other day i was thinking about her. and me and my mom had just been talking about her a couple days ago too.
its really strange that i still kind of know her really well. i could tell she felt awkward at first. or maybe she's just easy to read. i don't know. its something about her facial expressions.
my mom hugged her. i chose to just stand back a little bit and act distracted with seth.
we talked for a little bit. actually...when i was thinking about her the other day. i had been wondering whether she still lived at home or not as i drove by her street. and i was feeling kind of sad that i didn't really know.
and i found out today that she's moving to bloomington. i'm definitely more blunt. lol. i was like "moving in with ben?" haha. and the answer was of course...yes.
i'm happy for her i guess. every so often i'll wonder if she and i will ever be friends again. but i don't think so. i think this was supposed to be my closure. so i'll stop thinking about her. well..not really stop thinking about her...just stop feeling that sad feeling in the pit of my stomach. Thanks God:)
i feel bad for my mom. she still loves her to death:( nothing i can do though.

...life has turned out so strange. i never thought that years down the road i wouldn't be friends with Alison. when i looked into the future...i still saw her as my closest friend.
i knew her so well. she was my sister. and now she's just a stranger.