Monday, April 30, 2007

this love is serious.youkeepmeseriouslyoutofmymind.

the saddest thing is
you could be anything
we could have been everything
but now its not
we aren't anything at all.

worked today. i feel like a child when i'm working with carol sometimes.
oh well. she still makes me laugh most times.

amy came to the conclusion today that she and i are the only ones without appreciation stickers. :( we have a big bulletin of names and next to them you can get stickers...and i think someone wins something at the end when they get the most? who knows. i don't really care...but i'd like to at least have ONE. i mean. i do work on register all day and deal with annoying customers...and i DO A HELL OF A LOT OF BALLOONS. seriously. my hands ache and are sore for a couple days after friday's and saturday's.
ug.
doesn't really matter. i guess what i'm looking for most is appreciation. because i'm not getting any.
anyway. nuff about work.
i got to see kristen for a little bit today. about an hour. :( i keep thinking of all these fun things we could do since warm weather is finally here...but then i remember that isn't going to happen. because all she does is work now. which is fine. that's life. its still really depressing. from where i stand anyway.

i guess i'm not hanging out with Sam tomorrow? she never called me back. so i don't know.
i'm actually kind of worried about her. i don't know...she could be having the baby right now or something for all i know. normally i can depend on her calling me back. oh well. i'll have to see tomorrow morning.



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