i'm so incredibly hungry right now. and i'm not really sure why. i'm thinking its my hormones or something. i think i'm pms'ing. feels about right. i pms a week before i actually start my period.
racking my brain trying to think of something decent to talk about.
i did nothing today. all i did was just sit around. and you know what? it was nice. i work all the time...so i feel like a day where i just sit and chill...is acceptable. haha. it feels justified. plus...i'm working everyday except tuesday this week. and including Sunday. which...i have to get up at 5 that day. and be at work at 5:30. oh and then i get to work until 1:30. i'm not sure why i get to be one of the chosen ones who have to be there at the butt crack of dawn. maybe because i'm a good worker? who knows. lately i haven't really been feelings appreciated. so thats probably doubtful and out of the question.
but i will have to count with all those people that i counted with when i worked at old navy. for inventory. i'm not looking forward to it. because we'll have to be pulling boxes upon boxes from the shelves. and counting everything.
but oh well.
such is life.
i am worried that i'm getting a UTI. because if i'm getting a UTI...i'm going to have to go the doctor. and i really don't want to pay for medicine either. fuck. why does this shit always happen to me? why do i always...ALWAYS get UTI's? i tried the whole cranberry juice fad. but...it didn't seem to work. i think. i'm not really sure as of right now. i need to go get more...but i'm not risking my life to go to Myer's...just for juice. which..i highly doubt they even have.
i'm to lazy to go to Kroger. I'll just have to do it in the morning i think.
i like my new blog. i feel secluded yet...everyone and anyone can read it. which..i doubt anyone has. i'm not that interesting. just wait until i get depressed about something...then my entries will be half interesting. haha.
oh...and those feelings that i had for along time are finally fading. my heart is finally mending after being bruised from the information that i found out. and in a way its kind of sad...because i don't want to let go of what those feelings belonged too. but in another way...its so good. and free'ing.
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