i got a thumper stuffed animal today. he's so cute. i need to buy Bambie two.
i'd like to get Peter Pan too.

hanging out with my friends tomorrow night. i'm excited b/c i'm hanging out with jess and courtney. and i haven't seen them in forever. i can't wait until summer. summer=seeing courtney more often and our little photoshoots.

i wish i could have sara's life. actually...i just admire her. she's doing what i wish i could do. i want to move out of state. maybe when i head out to colorado i can try to make up my mind about moving there.
i'd love too.

oh who knows.
i'm probably stuck here forever. and maybe thats not so bad. maybe i'll move to chicago or something.
you know...
i've never actually been to Chicago! so weird. i've actually been in Chicago twice. once when i went to see the ataris with Bryce at the madison. right next to wrigley field! gosh. i still remember that really well. but it was late at night and he was tired. so we couldn't do much exploring.
then the other time was when sarah, me, and mary were driving to the airport. kind of had to drive through the ghetto. ha. both times were about bryce.

its weird that i'm friends with sarah again! we have such an on and off friendship. its really bad. i wish it would just stay on. but now she has a kid. so its more difficult to keep a friendship.

i didn't get to see Sam today. thats okay. i got up so early today that i actually forgot i was supposed to hang out with her. i'm not sure what i was thinking. lol. i've never done that before. so i just hung out with my mommy:) we did a little bit of shopping. but i didn't really have any luck today. i couldn't find any clothes that i actually like.

its only 10:00 and i want to go bed. i think i just might.
sorry this was so boring. i'm just a very boring person.

do you feel like man when you push her around?
do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?