"I must create a system or be enslaved by another mans; I will not reason and compare: my business is to create"-William Blake

happened to get that quote from PS. i love you. don't hate:)

its true though. my business is to create. it doesn't matter what i do.

as long as its something outside of me.

i was going to paint tonight, but felt kind of lazy.

i think thats my problem the most of the time. haha.

i want a man to look at me one day and tell me he still looks forward to waking up every morning to see my face.

will that ever happen for me?

i'm okay with being alone.

i'm not okay with being lonely.

its a double-ended sword.

i get stabbed in the gut no matter what i do, or how i feel.