have i mentioned my dream?

my teeth fell out

and you laughed

i caught you making love to another woman

sweaty and gritty

i laughed it off in the morning

when the sun rose

laughed with you

not telling details

highlights

while i drank my coffee

smoked my cigarette

not only am i alone

but you'll never want me

my dream meant that

opened my shut eyes

i'll never want you to fuck me

my dream meant that

i ponder

then why all this jealousy?

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this was a little crass. sorry! not like anyone reads this blog anyway though.
i had a dream about josh. it was funny. i was inspired to write a poem...sort of...about it.

no, i don't like him. he's my best friend. that would in all honestly, be kind of weird! i do love him though:) more than anything. i couldn't ask for a better friend. seriously.