i've been feeling kind of lonely lately. its a terrible feeling when you're constantly being left out of some fun times.
i don't get why i haven't been invited to michaline's on saturday's. its not like i'm a busy person. so obviously they don't want me around. last saturday brittany and autumn went over there. and i was at home.
there's just something about me that people don't want me around or don't want to be my friend. or they just don't think of of me at all. i wish i knew why or what it was.
i'm afraid its always going to be like this. always. and it hurts really bad.
no wonder why i've never had a boyfriend...there isn't anything interesting enough about me that they want to keep me around.
i quit. i'm on my own. i'm tired of trying to keep people in my life who don't want to be there. so if they don't want to be my friend anymore...thats fine...walk away. its like josh too..he doesn't want to be my friend either.
so whatever.