i don't know why i'm afraid of what people think of me. i feel like every move i make is being judged even by random strangers! in the back of my mind i know its ridiculous and i should just be myself all the time. but something holds me back. i just have these terrible scenarios in my head.
i know i'm missing back in life because of this and its holding me back.
i could be out right now taking pictures but i don't know who's looking at me. and i don't want them to say anything bad about me. and i'm even talking about people on the highway! i guess i'm most afraid of someone i know seeing me. maybe thats what my fear is.
i'm such a lame person. i need to work on that. not caring what other people think. there's a new challenge. i like challenges and working on myself. because when all is done and what i've worked on is good...i feel fullfilled and accomplished.
anyway. this entry was pretty speratic.
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