life wasn't enough for you to lose
you had to lose your will
i love you so much it hurts

no wait, that was a lie
the child in me screams for your love
you're such a dirty, dirty man
you smell like a fresh garden of medicine
you're unkempt, with a bushy beard
your hair down to your shoulders
like Jesus
Jesus wasn't dirty in the way you are
what you ingest projects out
i feel the drugs when i hug you



your bruises and scars ruin you

you think i don't know when you poison your body
i know you all too well
i know that when you find Jesus and God, wherever they may be
you search in the wrong places

i know that after you find them, whoever they may be
you stop what you're doing
and your eyes, your eyes are so incredibly clear
crystal blue, they're a color i can only ever imagine
you have them

i know that once you get bored with the church
the love of God isn't enough for you anymore
you're sick

you depend too much on God to clean your system
let me make that clear.
again:
you depend too much on God to clean your system

i know that once all this happens
you stop shaving
and you're back to the scars and bruises.

i love you so much i hate you.
you will die soon
not in the way where, "we all die someday."
no, you'll cause your death
in the most abysmal way possible

if it were a different time
if you had different teeth, brain, system
we'd be meant for each other
yes, in the way where it's so cliche