wow.
i just realized today was bryce's birthday. he's 24 now. dang. he was 20 when we started going out.
its going to be 4 years since we went out.
shit.
now he's married and having a kid.
24 seems so old. i remember when he turned 21. and all he did was go out and drink.

hands down. this is the best date i could ever remember. always remember the sound of the stereo. dim of the soft lights. the scent of you hair. and the time on the clock when we realized its so late. and this walk that we shared together. the streets were wet. and the gates were locked. so i jumped it and let you in. and you stood at the door with your hands on my waist. and you kissed me like you meant it. and i knew...that you meant it.
and i knew...
that you meant it.


i hate men.